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A letter for the one? Are you?




Hai the one, yes you. If you read this one someday i hope you're happy with me. Because this time i feel mess and confused about you. I hope you can accept me as i can accepting you. I hope you can always trust me and giving a lot of support, and of course you always giving me a lot of LOVE.
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Hi the one, in my age right now- I'm entereing the intimacy period ( aku sudah mulai deg-degan dengan banyaknya pertanyaan mengenai dirimu), bukan karena lingkungan tapi karena diriku sendiri. Sulit buatku untuk mengabaikan perasaan itu. Bahkan sudah cukup sulit juga buatku untuk memberikan respon yang tepat.
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Hi the one,
I don't really know how many people i was meet before you
Before meet you, I also don't know how many times I hope but there are no definite goals excatly.
And i don't really know how many times i cry and also said " I'm tired" but i know i need to coming up (agai again and again) because there is still tomorrow.
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Hi the one,
some people said to me, for finding you i need to feeling full because maybe i'll make you hurt if i'm not full enough ( Is that true?) . Some people said he is not to find, but in the right time you'll meet him.  For me I think there is nothing wrong with that opinion. But i hope when i meet you yess we can being happy.
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Hi the one,
Saat aku membicarakan kamu, kadang aku suka flash back. Sebenarnya setiap manusia yang pernah kita ketemui adalah orang yang meleading kita untuk bertemu dengan kamu. Aku mungkin tidak bisa menjadi lebih wise jika tidak bertemu dengan mereka. Aku mungkin tidak merubah sikap arogansiku jika tidak bertemu dengan Fad. Aku mungkin tidak akan pernah melihat kebawah jika tidak bertemu dengan Nu. Dan aku mungkin tidak akan menyelesaikan unfinish bisnisku jika tidak bertemu dengan Did. Iya mereka semua membantuku berproses untuk menjadi lebih baik . Aku harap kamu pun begitu yaaa, sampai akhirnya kamu bertemu denganku kamu juga berproses dengan baik.
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Hi the one, some time i feel scared !! Iya aku terlalu takut, aku takut untuk gagal, aku takut untuk ditinggal, dan aku takut bahwa aku tidak memiliki ending yang sesuai dengan harapanku. Lucu ! Mungkin kamu akan berpendapat " masa sih seorang ina yang cheerful dan nice bisa segitunya?"
YES I AM !
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The one, when you read my blog (especially this page) i want you know my reason to choose you. You make me feel secure !  you know? Actually deep inside i really really insecure person but i choose my defense as a cheerfull person. Maybe some people can't see it. But i hope you know about my self more than another people and you can always take care me.



xoxo
SM


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